... I think that when you love so dearly, it becomes frightening to take it into your own hands. To make choices and know that you are part of either your own salvation or ruin.
However... letting it pass on without you—that's only going to lead to more regrets, my friend. I can't let you do that to yourself.
... I'm not going to guess what Anders is going to say but... I do hope that everything works out. And if nothing else... I hope you can say without a doubt that you were able to express every last bit of your love.
... you'll have to ask him. He does feel for you. I know that with certainty, but what he feels... I'd hate to put words in his mouth.
[ they truly were going through so much and when anders was telling yves about the breakup letter it really was not the time to get more questions answered,, ]
But I'll hope for your happiness and his. I always will.
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Perhaps, I have been running away from more than just Kirkwall.
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However... letting it pass on without you—that's only going to lead to more regrets, my friend. I can't let you do that to yourself.
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Doesn't that sound like experience?
[ that said ]
I suppose it'll all come ahead sooner or later. I've already lost him once, twice almost, surely I can convince him the third time is the charm.
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I think... it can be worth trying, instead of just sitting back and letting your beloved run into the flames of Hades on his own.
[ . . . ]
But at the same time, as hard it is, I hope that whatever comes... you don't blame yourself.
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I'd like to try. I want to try. I simply don't know what to do if he says no.
[ wryly ]
Run off to the stars, I suppose.
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yves will just squeeze his hand gently ]
... I'm not going to guess what Anders is going to say but... I do hope that everything works out. And if nothing else... I hope you can say without a doubt that you were able to express every last bit of your love.
To at least move forward without regrets.
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but bemusedly, ]
With you lot cheering us on? I'd be more surprised if there simply wasn't a group of you hiding in the bushes making sure it happens.
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I do believe in love winning against all.
[ . . . ]
Just as I believe in love bringing the world to ruin, but sometimes that is still the love that I cannot help but cheer on.
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In a place like Thedas, love, especially for mages, feels impossible let alone long lasting.
But if we can make something out of it, even if it's only for some time... Then I'm willing. I can only hope he feels the same.
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... you'll have to ask him. He does feel for you. I know that with certainty, but what he feels... I'd hate to put words in his mouth.
[ they truly were going through so much and when anders was telling yves about the breakup letter it really was not the time to get more questions answered,, ]
But I'll hope for your happiness and his. I always will.
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Maker knows what either of us would have probably done without you and the others.
[ break up for good and never speak again probably ]
You've been a good friend to both of us.
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Well, I do love you both, so that's quite easy.
If I can provide any help, do let me know.
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You mean, as long as we keep you out of the kitchen.
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Did he mention your thursday counterpart drugged us with hallucigentics? And here the rest of us thought we could trust your soup.
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Whichever it was, it certainly tasted godawful enough to apparently pass as the real thing