[ he slows the power walking down to chew on his words for a moment ]
I am...... glad. He's making decisions. Ones that don't involve returning to the shitpit we lovingly call home. And I'm glad that he's open to perhaps one day changing his mind.
[ can you even break before you even begin? asking for a friend
but since it's also All The Things week yves can have a nice whispy (psychedelic) cyoa thought memshare combo of a horrifying frankensteined creature, body crumbling as Hawke holds her while she whispers You failed us. Yaaaaaay. Thanks mom ]
[ is he? after all the damage he causes just by being him? that he can't hold onto friends nor family even with all the power he's amassed after watching the worst unfold? it's probably better for himself and those around him for him to go off alone, so that he doesn't inadvertently kill anyone else.
I wonder, sometimes. If it's me or simply just an endless string of unfortunate circumstances.
[ whoo boy. the doom and gloom really is taking him for a ride this time ]
There is a difference between wondering and knowing. I’m sure you are worried, but… isn’t that just because you care about people so much? And there’s nothing wrong with that.
[ gentle, adoring, patient
even if he gets caught in the undertow yves will always be ready to pull him back to shore ]
[ looks into the distance about the rich playing their stupid game with the masks and the backstabbing, the poison, and intrigue. not to mention what other weird nonsense people with more money than sense do and just slowly makes a face.
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Sorry... I think Laurence is the most ideal roommate I could've gotten.
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[ and since i got devastating updates while waiting, hawke will just abruptly veer left and go ]
Do you think I had a chance? With Anders again?
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yves follows after? ]
Mm... I don't know. I was hoping you two would figure it out.
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He's going with Shadowheart. Perhaps, one day, we'll reunite but it won't be anytime soon.
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... I'm sorry, Garrett. I know that's not the answer you wanted.
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I am...... glad. He's making decisions. Ones that don't involve returning to the shitpit we lovingly call home. And I'm glad that he's open to perhaps one day changing his mind.
[ but also, incredibly quietly ]
Perhaps I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up.
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he is just
going to get a hug now ]
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yves is sworn to secrecy about the mere idea hawke even sniffled even mildly about this ]
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yves just gives him that hug and rubs his back about it
finalized breakups are hard ]
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but since it's also All The Things week yves can have a nice whispy (psychedelic) cyoa thought memshare combo of a horrifying frankensteined creature, body crumbling as Hawke holds her while she whispers You failed us. Yaaaaaay. Thanks mom ]
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he startles a little bit at this and just... holds onto hawke tighter ]
... Garrett... You are still a person worthy and deserving of love.
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I wonder, sometimes. If it's me or simply just an endless string of unfortunate circumstances.
[ whoo boy. the doom and gloom really is taking him for a ride this time ]
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[ gentle, adoring, patient
even if he gets caught in the undertow yves will always be ready to pull him back to shore ]
What you wonder isn’t always the truth.
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I suppose... It was just a nice thought. Thinking someone would want to stay.
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One day, someone will.
Someone who wants you more than anything else in all the world—who wants the same adventures that you do.
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Perhaps by the time I'm old and grey someone will find me settled enough to hold a hand.
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Oh Garrett, there will be someone out there who loves you in all your explosive and wild ways, not just in the moments that you're docile and tired.
I just hope that when that moment comes, you let them, and you love them vividly in return.
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[ thinks about his in game romance options and hahas into the sunset ]
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That's because you're in the thick of a romantic rupture, my friend. If there's any time that you're going to be down in the dumps about it, it's now.
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[ the memethoughtshare vibes truly just says orlais is fantasy france but somehow their shows are even more dramatic ]
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Yeah! I think that's what I'd do. So you're handling it better than I would.
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but also, help. yves please ]
You would be Orlaisian. Maker, that makes so much sense.
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I'm Arpéchélean but I can imagine those other folks have things a bit easier than we do.
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yeah......easier......... ]
If you'd like to think so.